American Jisei
Eloise Klein Healy
Japanese death poem, or jisei, is traditionally
written by monks and haiku poets immediately
before their deaths.
When I was most depressed,
This is the “death poem,” or jisei
certain scenarios would play in my head.
of a Japanese poet named Kaisho.
I would imagine picking some unincorporated tract
Although the consciousness of death is
in the high desert where gravel roads tail out
in most cultures very much a part of life,
into sand, where it would take
this is perhaps nowhere more true than in Japan,
months to find a body
where the approach of death
deep in a tangle of creosote bushes
has given rise to a centuries-old tradition
or propped against a Joshua Tree
of writing such a poem,
A suicide note would be a luxury
often at the very moment
I could not afford myself, a small poem maybe.
the poet is breathing his last.
Working notes
In August of 2011, I committed to writing a poem-a-day for a month. Since I was nursing a broken foot, it seemed like a good time to just get work done. A poet friend sent a challenge--write a poem of ten lines interlineated with ten lines of some other text. I had been remembering a bout of depression and was at the same time rereading Yoel Hoffmann's Japanese Death Poems: Written by Zen Monks and Haiki Poets on the Verge of Death (Charles E. Tuttle Company, 1986). First, I wrote a ten-line poem describing a "suicidal ideation" caused by depression; then I chose ten lines of text from the book cover's front flap and slid the two together. I had to move some of the book jacket's text to get the line breaks I wanted, but the rest was fairly simple.
About the author

Eloise Klein Healy is the author of seven books of poetry and three spoken word recordings. She was the founding chair of the MFA in Creative Writing Program at Antioch University Los Angeles where she is Distinguished Professor of Creative Writing Emerita. Healy directed the Women’s Studies Program at California State University Northridge and taught in the Feminist Studio Workshop at The Woman’s Building in Los Angeles. She is the founding editor of ARKTOI BOOKS, an imprint of Red Hen Press specializing in the work of lesbian authors. Healy’s A Wild Surmise: New & Selected Poems & Recordings will be published in 2013.
For an updated list of works published in TRIVIA, please see this author's contributor page.
For an updated list of works published in TRIVIA, please see this author's contributor page.